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meanderings. [Jul. 15th, 2005|12:28 am]
Justin
[mood |confusedconfused]
[tunes |the bravery]

have you ever sat and really just stared at a corner so long that you see those little sparkles? boredom is such a terrible thing. it's getting so bad that it inhibits my train of thought. regardless of what people say not having a job, not having a car, not having anything to do all day, not being able to sleep until 6 AM is just a terrible thing. I hate to be depressing but I've got no where else to go with all of this. I sleep until 3pm. I go out and do nothing all night. I've become resigned to hating this. I get frustrated for no reason, well i've got reasons but I'm not bringing them up. I'm so in need of a change of perspective that this retarded fascade that has surrounded everything is just coming down. HERE WE GO MEN! TEAR DOWN THIS WALL THERES NOTHING BUT MILK AND HONEY ON THE OTHER SIDE! depressing. let see. i'm not one of those people that likes to sit around and do nothing all day. I hate being lazy. I want a job so badly is hurts. i want something to do. but it's kind of late now. I can't wait to leave here. I'm tired of sitting in my chair and playing xbox. I'm tired of not wanting to eat or sleep. i'm tired of my mom getting on my case just to annoy me. I can't wait to leave. I need to disconnect and figure myself out...
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[User Picture]From: _neversometimes
2005-07-15 05:24 am (UTC)
:/

thanks for coming tonight. your face is pretty sweet and i enjoy seeing it.
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[User Picture]From: highsocks6
2005-07-15 05:43 pm (UTC)

YAY GWOZ

Foozeball is intense at the Casa de Gwoz.

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[User Picture]From: fade_and_blur
2005-07-15 12:58 pm (UTC)
I LOVE YOU BORING BOY!
you can come visit me if you want something to do :)
chin up...only about a month left and you will be heading off to UVA mr. smarty pants.
it's going to be ok! i'm serious about visiting me.
<3 kat (not your ex)
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[User Picture]From: highsocks6
2005-07-15 05:43 pm (UTC)

!

Great comment to wake up to. I'll talk to you about visiting and what not, as I don't drive but we'll arrange something.
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