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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2005|12:31 am]
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[tunes |Suede - Trash]

I've been bad.

Alright, this is going to be frantic but whatever lets just do it. Well. I haven't been updating. Alright case in point. OK. So. Has everyone been having fun this summer because I motherfucking have. Alright, so we had a killer party at my house a couple days ago, I barely remember anything, except maybe parading around naked, and vomiting a lot. Still, I managed to have fun inbetween. Non-Alcoholic beer sucks. Tom and I have been working on new songs for weeks now but we haven't gotten to show them all to the band yet but it's going to be fun, so definitely come to our next show, LOTS of new songs and a really refined sound. I'm really loving the direction we've been going in recently, it's like a whole new broadcast thing. Yeah it's been nearly a year since Tom and I wrote our first song, Radios Out. That'll be another reason to have a party.

Alright so if there's any questions just let me know by posting a comment or something. I've got two months left here, lets say goodbye with a bang... ;D

oh and I got a fucking ipod and i'm in love with it.

and my new guitar. she's butterscotch blonde beautiful.

(pun anyone?)
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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2005|12:48 am]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[tunes |The Strokes - Hard to Explain]

I've spend the majority of the last few days swimming in Mike's pool.

So whatelse have I been up to you ask?

So I went to Amanda's grad party. That was interesting. Then Jen and Eliza came over to Mike's house and we watched porn.

I went to band practice.
Tom and I snuck into Mike'a backyard and ran into his pool stark naked.
That was fun.

Swimming nude is excellent.

I'm not really interested in writing anymore.
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Surrendering to the mundane. [Jun. 9th, 2005|12:03 am]
[mood |amusedamused]
[tunes |Modern English - Melt with you.]

So yeah... Ithis whole not having anything to do shit is killing me at the moment. I hate to say it but I really can't wait to go to college and get away from all of this. I'm in serious need of a change of pace. I have some amazing friends and we have a really good time together but it sucks that I sit at home all day and play guitar. Then I can't sleep at night for some reason... so I wake up at one in the afternoon and feel totally useless.

So I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to go find the most deadend job ever... the Golf Center. I'm then going to sit there during those incredibly boring days and find a shitload of books to read, that's right I'm going to educate myself and get paid for it. I won't even care if I have to work nights, because shit, my friends will come chill with me anyway. I'm far too idealistic.

Tonight started off in Scotch Plains, I had to go to Edison and talk to my dad about some shit. Then he dropped me off again. That's boring.

I'm boring.
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breakneck beats leads to trainwreck melodies. (whatever the hell that means... i saw that somewhere) [Jun. 8th, 2005|03:23 am]
[mood |tiredtired]
[tunes |Billie Holiday - Gee Baby Ain't I Good to You]

Well I can't sleep. I can't even figure out what the deal is. I'm tired, but I just lay in bed and my mind runs wild around everything. It's nothing really terrible or bothersome, it's just random everyday stuff that I can't seem to filter out. So maybe some actual thought will help me sleep.

I woke up around 1PM today, which is... late? Well yeah but I have pretty much no responsibility whatsoever. It's really pretty sad that thinking having nothing to do could be so.. well, bad. So anyway, I sat around here and screwed around with my Mom's computer because she needed some work done on it, and apparently I have the time to do really boring shit. Tom came over and we played Halo for a while. Band practice got cancelled, and I pretty much wanted to cry. THEN! MIKE CAME HOME FROM WORK! HUZZAH. Alright so we decided that tonight would be great for sushi. So we went to Mr. Pi's, our usual place, along with Chuck and Fritz. Well that was neat. Then we went to my Dad's apartment to chill out, and watched some random TV shows and Chuck and I drank some beers, since at the moment neither of us have cars. Well he does, he just can't drive it. I usually don't like talking about cars. It makes me depressed. I want a car. I can drive, I mean, well whatever. We went to hang out in Metuchen after that. Forget the rest, it's so boring I don't even feel like writing about it.

When we were in Mr. Pi's I swear to god I thought that redheaded chick from sex and the city walked in, and I almost got an erection. Because she's amazing. My luck, it wasn't, in fact I need to start wearing my glasses, because she was, well... cute from far, but far from cute.

I went to Belmar yesterday. I also went to Benihana. Benihana sucks. I think we all know that.

All this crazy shit people are into now, like smart profiles, and myspace and facebook. I want to puke. myspace is cool for like... 2 minutes? then it's like wow, this is horrible. I swear to god there are people that live on that shit and must just find random people to be friends with. How the fuck do you have over 600 something friends? It makes no sense. Not to mention the lame pictures with people with their faces half cut off, at an angle, or not looking at the camera, or something retarded. Shoot yourselves. Take a cool picture. something with sunglasses... or beer... or maybe both, because that's even cooler. I have some sweet sunglasses now. They were $5. I love Variety Village.

I've gotten into this habit of watching Late night w/ Conan Obrien. It's an interesting show.

I called Kat Lafta when Mike and I were driving around aimlessly and she was like "fuck you i'm going to sleep.".. well that's not verbatim but we were in the area and bored.

my fingers feel like jello.

I think i'm going to try to wake up at a Sane hour tomorrow and fight how tired I'm gonna be just so that i can get back into a normal sleeping pattern.
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Let's hear it for Green Beers! [Jun. 2nd, 2005|11:38 pm]
[mood |awakeawake]
[tunes |The Rolling Stones - Sympathy for the Devil]


So now that I'm chilling w/ a good imported friend of mine, Becks. Yes, the beer in the green bottle, and by far, my favorite. I even have a little koosh thing to keep it cold! I'm loving it.

Alright, so today I woke up at around 1PM? Tom and Mike came over and we played Halo, I had to finish some bullshit registration stuff for college but otherwise my day was stress free. So after a good two hours of Halo 2, we went to Francescas, our pizza parlor of choice. Well it was awesome to say the least. We were joined by Mr. Charles Jammal and Katherine Lafata. It was fun indeed. Tom had to go to the bank, so yeah.. We hung out in the parking lot. After a while I had to go to the bank to deposit some chump change.

Right-o, so after that I went home, showered, packed up my guitar and headed to Westfield for a haircut. I had to wait for a good half hour but I let my mind wander. Well after I returned from my outer body experience I did that whole hair slicing thing. Then i went to band practice and it was awesome even though Dan couldn't make it due to work obligations. Tom and I hit up McD's and then I came home.

So let's sum this up.

Green beers are awesome!
I'm in a fucking great mood!
I love short journal entries.
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Send Me a Signal. [Jun. 1st, 2005|01:37 am]
[mood |calmcalm]
[tunes |Rooney - Daisy Duke]

I spent a good hour and a half alone in Westfield running through random thoughts, lately it's been a lot on relationships and how I've been floundering lately. There's been this girl, lets say... it's been months and months I guess. Well I guess there comes a time in every search where you just have to give in to the fact that you're vying for the impossible, some things aren't meant to be. I guess I've tried every means to win this girl [back?] over and it seems like there's no chance at all. I can truly say I've tried to be as thoughtful and selfless as I can possibly be and i've really really tried. However it looks like this has been a big loop and has gotten me absolutely nowhere, atleast as far as I can tell. It seems like stuff like this happens, and the other person doesn't really realize what they're doing but it's terrible, I mean I wish she'd just let me know there was no interest before i spend all this time and energy. I'm not really angry or depressed or anything it's just such a big let down. I guess it just gets to me when I see all these dudes w/ girlfriends and they're all happy and what not and I just wish I had that sometimes, actually a lot of times. So brass tacks, main idea, I'm changing focus and moving on, because this is becoming pathetic, my friends have been telling me this all along and I should have listened. Let's close with some lyrics...

I really tried, to be what you wanted
but it all went wrong
I made a vow to carry you home
if you fall sick, if you pass out..
-Bloc Party

Well after all that depressing thought, maybe introspective is the word for it? I went and bought the Bloc Party CD and the ROONEY Cd, YEAH! It's pretty radical and has given me some inspiration for guitar. Tom and I went to Guitar Center, checked out some really awesome guitars and worked on songs. I want to have band practice really badly but unfortunately Alyssa has Prom and lots of crap to take care of and that's understandable. Hopefully we can practice once this week. Tomorrow, or later today, (Wednesday), Tom and I are going into Westfield to play Acoustic guitar for money. That should be an experience.

I'm thinking this summer we're going to do a lot of crazy shit, and live a little bit. We're only going to be this age once, and we can't be bored. Atleast I'm never really bored. So, with any luck, things will go well this week, an actual haircut on thursday followed by a band practice. Completely awesome.
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Like Drinking Poison. Like Eating Glass. [May. 23rd, 2005|06:04 pm]
[mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[tunes |Sonic Youth - Unmade Bed]

It's certainly been an interesting few days. I'm graduating in like 3 days which will be an interesting experience, and like I said previously prom was a lot of fun and I'm usually not one for club music and dancing.

Lately I've been doing a lot of aimless drinking around w/ Mike and others. Last night I hung out @ Luccas w/ Kat Lafata, Outback, Mike and Rosy. It was good times. We met up with Charles and Amanda and had a good time. For some reason the words just aren't flowing, but heh whatever, as soon as I figure out what I want to write about I'll do so. I sat around this afternoon and learned some guitar solos and watched some old tapes, nothing particularly exciting. I've done a lot of thinking and what not.

Reptilia's guitar solo blows my mind.
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Shoot Me [May. 20th, 2005|11:55 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[tunes |The Hives - Find Another Girl]

Prom was great.

Mike's House was fun.

Everyone left and Mike and I got Sushi and watched Star Wars Ep III.

Lets hear it for Prom Weekend.
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One of those moods. [May. 18th, 2005|09:37 pm]
[mood |draineddrained]
[tunes |Blink 182 - Dick Lips]

Lets see, today was almost painfully mundane.

I went to school and helped with this Freshman Spirituality Day thing and that was somewhat interesting but all the freshman in my group were either totally retarded or forgot to take their Riddalin this morning. So after dealing with three hours of that crap we got FREE pizza and I got to pick up my graduation gown thing but it was too small so I had to leave it so that they could get it changed. I guess I learned something today, it's weird how much you can change in 4 years, I hardly remember being a Freshman and now I feel old but not necessarily more experienced, just more emotionally mature. I mean, these kids see coke addictions and suicide as funny things, but they are very real. Real people die from those things every day.

We talked to some of our former teachers after that pizza and what not, and Chuck had to go home. Mike and I picked up Tom and played Halo and got random stuff done. We had to drive Tom to some appointment so afterwards mike and I drove around aimlessly. I wonder where all the time goes. At 630 I had to go pickup my Tux and what not.

So here I am. Sitting here with a tux infront of me, a corsage receipt on the desk, and absolutely no desire to go to prom tomorrow. It seems like theres too much drama and crap revolving around it. I don't even know what my apprehension is. It's one of those things that you know you just have to do. I'm sure i'll feel better about it tomorrow. I feel drained today, just emotionally spent. I don't know why even, and I'm not one for depressing entries. So when things get rough, break out the old Blink182 CDs. Dude Ranch will help keep the spirits up.

I don't even know.
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New Summers Resolutions. [May. 12th, 2005|09:11 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[tunes |Alkaline Trio - Another Innocent Girl]

Ok. So I have to finish this paper for Euro

I'm practically suffocating because of my allergies/hives what not.

I wish Alkaline Trio's new CD was as good as Infirmary.

I'm tired of people trying to prove themselves.

I need to survive prom and graduation, then i'm going to start fresh.

That's all.
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