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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2005|07:17 pm]
[mood |awakeawake]
[tunes |Creedence Clearwater Revival - Up Around the Bend]

OK after my Jazz History Discussion this afternoon I found myself getting really enraged.

So here are some more things about college that I've noticed.

Regardless of where I am...

1. The Frazzled Old Guy: These guys piss me off, they walk around like they just saw their entire family murdered by a firing squad, they have limp wrists, they never hold the fucking door for anyone. That's annoying as crap. They walk into traffic, totally oblivious. Ok I'm fine now.

2. The Hippie Rich Kid: These kids listen to OAR and pretend to be stoned when they have never even seen pot before in their life. When you say "This lecture is a drag" they say "nawwwhh man I really appreciate it man." EVERYONE is hating the lecture, this intellectual rollsroyce driving teabagger is telling me he enjoys it, sorry my daddy didn't buy me a tolerance like he did for you. wad, we'll all appreciate it when you get railed by a university transit bus. there! I said it!

3. Madden 2006 is a lifestyle, I spend my time reading and playing madden 2006. This is pathetic.

4. My guitar is getting beat to fuck.

5. I actually get up for breakfast because if I don't Maria won't eat and then she doesn't do well in class, plus Biscuits and gravy are delicious.

6. Easy Mac and Rootbeer ARE a foodgroup.

7. I've learned how to cut my own hair.
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Lessons Learned [Aug. 27th, 2005|01:35 pm]
[mood |creativecreative]
[tunes |Bright Eyes - Haligh Haligh...]

OK. I've been at college a week. I've learned more than 4 years of High School

1. You can survive on Root Beer and Easy Mac.
2. No one cares how trendy your clothes are or how rich you are, if you're an asshole people still won't talk to you.
3. Jokes that weren't funny in highschool are now funny.
4. Go to the club meetings, free stuff is your friend.
5. Buses are never on time, give yourself a half hour of leeway.
6. ipods are essential for when you're in the bumblefuck side of the campus that no one goes to.
7. pretentious frat-boy wannabes are to be avoided.
8. Watching people stumble home from frat parties can now pass for a social life.
9. Subwoofers keep you up at night, therefore are not your friend, that is *if* you sleep.
10. talk to everyone, chances are they want to meet you too.
11. don't pop your collar, people will make fun of you to no end.

Feel free to add to this!
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To Give you something to go on, When I go off back to the middle of nowhere. [Aug. 15th, 2005|12:30 am]
[mood |mellowmellow]
[tunes |The Velvet Underground - Perfect Day]

Well... Since now I'm on my laptop, I've got to type these entries the old-fashioned way but it's not like there's anything wrong with that. So lets get down to it.

I'm off to college in 4 days. Shocking. As cold as it seems I've been preparing myself for this all summer and I think I'll be alright away from all that is familiar. I'm most certainly going to miss my friends. All of you mean so much to me, for the most part you've been there for me, even if we haven't always been on the best of terms. Things I'm always going to remember, in no particular order. Lucca's w/ Kendra. Danceforce activities involving 3 Liter soda bottles. Being drunk in Westfield with Tom and Mike. Working on the Arbor with Dave. My friends coming to visit me at work when I worked at Burger King. Hamilton St every saturday and mall every friday with Marissa, Shaun and Chuck. Rocking out with Dan, Tom and Alyssa. Tom showing me how pentatonics worked. Playing our first show as The Broadcast. Macaroni Grill with Kendra. Being ripped and playing Halo all night w/ Danceforce. Mrs. Muratore's 6th period with Dan and Tom. Smoothies w/ Kendra. Meeting Pennsylvania Kat for the first time (fun! woo!). Dunkin Donuts with all the Scotch Plains kids. Basement destruction on New Years Eve. Swings and flying asian children w/ Spiffy Kat. Partying it up in my house while nude. Jamming with Becky over the internet. Singing the entire Killers album start to finish at the top of our lungs with Fritz. Again, drunk in public. Mudwrestling at the Pool Club. Public Speaking Class. Going to guitar center with Tom and Dave. Parties at Dave's house and waking up completely clueless. Asking Allie out at the Sophmore Semi Formal. Dan O's grad party. Hanging out in the parking lot in the morning. Mike crashing into cars. Taking naps in the German Driving Experience after being totally burnt out. Making fun of Mr. Santiago at every opportunity. Senior Prom w/ Danceforce. Chilling in Mike's pool with Jasmine. VIDIKRON!.

I've realized I'd love to see all of you right before I leave but it's impossible. So if we don't get to say goodbye, I love you all. Have an awesome time at college, be safe, and I want to see all of you when we're on break, even if i have to stay up all effing night.
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Nothing much of anything. [Jul. 26th, 2005|01:33 am]
[mood |relaxedrelaxed]
[tunes |Bjork - Cocoon]

We moved a lot of stuff today, that wasn't interesting at all. It was way hot. I don't feel like writing a lot and I know lately I haven't been great about writing in this. Mostly been swimming and hanging around town lately. Since I have nothing to do, and moving has become my primo occupier de time. Yeah I don't make sense. Is this supposed to make sense? Stop reading. I hate not having a chair in the guest room and that my computer is about 3 inches off the floor. Terrible. I managed to save most of my trinkets from my room. This room is like 95% bed. There's no room to do anything in here.

So now I'm just spacing out and listening to Bjork, Billie Holiday and Bloc party. It's not interesting at all at my house, but the tunes are deifinitely appropriate. I hung out with a lot of people tonight. I fell asleep on the floor when Tom and Mike came to get me. Huzzah for sleeping in tomorrow. College Orientation on Thursday and Friday. Chuck's Party Saturday. Hopefully that'll be interesting.

closing words..

"stick with what you know"
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Hm... [Jul. 21st, 2005|12:42 am]
[mood |apatheticapathetic]
[tunes |Bob Marley]

Ever get the strange sensation that you're being watched?

Things tend to fall apart from within.


People in glass houses should not throw stones.

Worked more on learning how to read music this afternoon. It's really not easy, strangely mathematical even. Did some reading as well. I've meaning to start reading Slaughterhouse Five all week but I just haven't for some reason. I've been thinking a lot about what I'm doing on my breaks from college and what not, interesting. Well then. Lets see... I also need to get started on packing some of my belongings, rooms stuff but there's enough shit in here already and having boxes plus the furniture and whatever would be really crappy.

I was in Metuchen about two weeks ago when some nameless asshole started talking to me or mocking me about some random stuff i'd written in here and my choice of behavior. Something along those lines... Anyway. What I've written in here is by all means private. You say "but it's on the internet", yeah... OK. Infact, it shouldn't be treated any differently than a one on one conversation. Atleast that's how I like to treat it. I've never posted anything with horrific detail or anything to just piss people off. Infact, the only reason I keep this is because High School is a one time thing, and I'd like to be able to print this out at the end of the summer and keep it, maybe even read it in a few years. I've got almost, ALMOST 3 full summers cataloged on here. If you're going to read this just so you can use it as ammunition against me, I say go find a better way to waste your time. Seriously, if you're going to be obnoxious, you're not worth the time you spent in the womb. I've learned quite a few lessons in the past few years, I don't need anyone else's monday morning quarterbacking.
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I'm here to make sure I don't say anything controver'shul! [Jul. 19th, 2005|01:08 pm]
[mood |satisfiedsatisfied]
[tunes |King Crimson]

organized paranoia.
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meanderings. [Jul. 15th, 2005|12:28 am]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[tunes |the bravery]

have you ever sat and really just stared at a corner so long that you see those little sparkles? boredom is such a terrible thing. it's getting so bad that it inhibits my train of thought. regardless of what people say not having a job, not having a car, not having anything to do all day, not being able to sleep until 6 AM is just a terrible thing. I hate to be depressing but I've got no where else to go with all of this. I sleep until 3pm. I go out and do nothing all night. I've become resigned to hating this. I get frustrated for no reason, well i've got reasons but I'm not bringing them up. I'm so in need of a change of perspective that this retarded fascade that has surrounded everything is just coming down. HERE WE GO MEN! TEAR DOWN THIS WALL THERES NOTHING BUT MILK AND HONEY ON THE OTHER SIDE! depressing. let see. i'm not one of those people that likes to sit around and do nothing all day. I hate being lazy. I want a job so badly is hurts. i want something to do. but it's kind of late now. I can't wait to leave here. I'm tired of sitting in my chair and playing xbox. I'm tired of not wanting to eat or sleep. i'm tired of my mom getting on my case just to annoy me. I can't wait to leave. I need to disconnect and figure myself out...
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yesterday [Jul. 4th, 2005|11:41 am]
[mood |boredbored]
[tunes |The Strokes - Reptilia]

Yesterday I...

1. Went to hang out with my Dad for a little while.
2. Went to Band practice
3. Went to Karinas house and....
Drank V8 splash with mucho Vodka
Shotgunned 4 Beers with Tom
Did 3 or 4 Shots of JD w/ Tom
Jumped in the pool
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surveryvision. [Jul. 3rd, 2005|03:51 am]
[mood |mellowmellow]
[tunes |Beach Boys - Good Vibrations.]

Stole this from Kat Lafata. Woot.

Name: Justin
Single or taken: neither I don't think.
Sex: Male
DOB: October 18th.
Siblings: No
Hair color: Brown
Height: 5'10? or 11?
Eye color: Brown

Who are your close friends: Danceforce, Kat, Kendra.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: No.
Did your crush send this to you: Definitely not.

Where is your favorite place to shop: I don't know, i don't really shop for clothes. I make do with what's around my house.
What are you listening to right now: The Strokes/Pink Floyd
Who is the last person who called you: Chuck
Where do you want to get married: England.
What would you change about yourself: Uh... I wish I wasn't so cynical.

Color: Brown/Black/Blue
Food: Ramen
Boys name: Adrian
Girls name: Kaleigh is a cool name.
Subjects in school: History/Music
Animal: Walrus
Sports: Fuck sports.

Have You Ever?
Given anyone a bath: No.
Smoked: Yes.
Bungee jumped: No.
Made yourself throw up: That would be horrible. I only puke when I mix Taco Bell, Mike's Hard Lemonade and gallons of Jack Daniels.
Skinny-dipped: Yes. All the time actually.
Been in love: Well this is a good one. I don't think i've ever been in love so much as completely obsessed, so whatever that means? I don't do that anymore because the people that I tend
to get obsessed over never actually feel the same way and I wind up wanting to puke and mix the things that I talked about above and yeah well this is a big sentence and who
gives a shit, so yeah I've been in love, but not really.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: Definitely Not.
Pictured your crush naked: Yeah, too bad I've never seen a girl naked. ever. I've seen charles naked, does that count?
Actually seen your crush naked: I've never seen an actual girl totally naked. It's always dark and I'm focused on other things.
Cried when someone died: Yeah, or came close to crying.
Lied: Yes.
Fallen for your best friend: I guess, a few years ago.
Been rejected: Yes.
Used someone: NO! .... no!
Done something you regret: Always.

Clothes: Lacrosse shorts.
Music: Heist and the Accomplice!
Annoyance: People that are obsessed with feeling bad for themselves. Get the fuck over it.
Desktop picture: Some old guitar magazine from the 1960s?
Book: Catcher in the Rye...
Cd in player: who listens to CDs?
Dvd in player: I was watching Hotel Rawanda
You miss: Band practice?

Last Person
You touched: myself.
Hugged: Becky, because she's going back to Michigan
You IMed: Mike
You yelled at: My neighbor for being a prick and threatening my friends.
You kissed: you mean, plus tongue and all the fun groping? Becky!!!

Are You
Understanding: I try to be, I think I am.
Open-minded: Yeah. I'm interesting in all sort of crazy stuff. You name it.
Arrogant: Mike says I'm not and since I spend almost waking minute with him or the rest of Danceforce we can trust that.
Insecure: No.
Interesting: I'd say.
Hungry: not right now.
Smart: I guess?
Moody: I'm pretty level headed I'd say. I've learned a lot about chilling out and going with the flow.
Hard working: I could work a little harder.
Organized: No.
Healthy: For the most part.
Shy: Depends.
Difficult: No.
Attractive: maybe if the other person is terribly drunk.
Bored easily: Yes.
Messy: Yes,
Responsible: When I'm not in a self-destructive alcohol binge with Mr. Ferro.
Obsessed: With Gitar.
Angry: I like everyone.
Sad: I haven't been truly sad in a while.
Happy: Always.
Hyper: Nah.
Trusting: Yep, well with my friends I am.

Who Do You Want To
Kill: Bambi.
Slap: Fritz for asking me the exact time that everything is happening at.
Look like: Don Vito.
Talk to offline: my last orgasm.
Talk to online: my next orgasm.
In the morning I am: useless and horny.
All I need is: BATTLEDOME.. actually my guitar, danceforce, my band.
Love is: "what's in the room at christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

Which is Better
Coke or Pepsi: Coke, w/ Lime
Flowers or candy: If I were gay I'd want to get Chocolate Flowers.
Tall or short: doesn't matter to me.
What do you notice first on the opposite sex: eyes, hair.
Makes you laugh the most: throwing things out of moving cars... at mailboxes.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: my balls.
Is easiest to talk to: probably Tom or Mike.

Of hearts I have broken: probably none.
How many continents I have lived in: 1
Of good friends: between 3 and 8
CDs I own: 30?
Of scars on my body: xMyheartXbreakXxXscar
Of things I regret: who gives a shit why cry over spilt milk.

Your Thought
I know: that i'm not a loser eventhough i like Blink's Take off your pants and jacket album.
I want: to have band practice tomorrow.
I have: no shame
I hate: the scene.
I fear: hardcore kids beating me up in my sleep.
I hear: awesome disco music
I search: for the guy who pee'd on the seat at starbucks.
I wonder: why the latest Alkaline Trio sucks. It's like a combination of crappy 80's punk, pat benetar lyrics, Abba's shitty synth orchestra. What was skiba thinking?

Turn on or Turn off or You Don't Care
Smoking: Don't matter.
Drinking: Don't care.
Drugs: Depends on the drug.
Good Looks: Preferably.
Bad breath: On.
Tall: On.
Short: On.
Skinny: On.
Fat: On.
Muscular: On.
Romantic: On.
Fun: On.
Funny: On.

Final Thoughts
Gold or silver: They both stink.
What was the last film that you saw at the movies: War of the Muthafuckin Worlds.
What did you have for breakfast this morning: Fruit Snacks.
Who would you love being locked in a room with: Probably that girl from Francescas.
Would you live without your computer: I'm never on this thing anyway.
Would you color your hair: no, it needs a trim though.
Could you ever get off the computer: Yes.
Habla Espanol: Claro que Si Motherfucker.
How many people on your buddy list: 211
Drink alcohol: YEAH!!!!!
Like watching sunrises or sunsets: Sunrises are nice because the day starts to get warm. It's refreshing.
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Day of Infamy... sacrifice and sacrifice and sacrifice and sacrifice and sacrifice [Jul. 2nd, 2005|05:31 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]
[tunes |Halo 2 Theme Song]

Dear fateful readers...

I write this emergency journal entry from the Chung-Loy residence with a heavy heart.

After 9 months of dedicated and honorable service, the sacred Halo 2 disc has finally given up the ghost.

This is without a doubt, the worst possible thing that could ever happen... next to invasion by aliens with crazy looking tripod things but that only happens in Tom Cruise movies. Wait and another stunning realization. Tom Cruise and Tim Robbins fought MIGs together in Top Gun... IRONICALLY Tom Cruise kills Tim Robbins in War of the Worlds after years of dedicated service to our nation by blasting communists from the skies. If that's not irony i don't know what is.

... I am not a loser


mike says he isn't either.
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